Infatuation w/o Longing
Caring w/o Possession
Love w/o Obsession
Imagination w/o Expectation
Togetherness w/o Obligation.
Was Plato there at Socrates’ death-bed?
Did Aristotle discuss the occasion with Alexander of Macedonia?
Was Joseph there when his son, Yeshua was condemned?
Was Saint Paul but a Roman spy?
How are both Good and Evil aspects of the sacred?
How does a child come into the world?
It is *not* through anything a man does to a woman, or what a woman does with her womb. Or, what they do with each other.
Everything that follows, though well-described and measured, remains a total mystery.
Neither knows how they would both manage to re-emerge and to carry on throughout history as one in another,
participating in a future they would not be a part of.
Passion w/o Lust
Nakedness w/o Defilement
Dignity w/o Undue Hardship
A Fullness w/o Remainder
Compromise w/o Loss
Authority w/o Power
Usefulness w/o Exploitation
Service w/o Slavery
Gain w/o Safeguarding
Success w/o Envy
Selfishness w/o Betrayal
Wealth w/o Avarice
There is still up and down and left and right and front and back and today and tomorrow.
Some things are unavoidable.
This is about noumenal things, not any obfuscated esoterics.
This is but a short list on the sublime nature of Friendship --
like the space between an exhale and an inhale. Liminal.
An involved escape.
Transcendent.
The bedrock of “Us” — me with you ...
And me with me, and you with you.
It could be unbounded; un-complex,
Honest and close,
open,
all of which is unusual for me.
I forsee an uninterrupted horizon,
sublime connection,
easy kindness and caring … fulfilling,
all of which I could get used to
… at last.
I confess:
I am love-bombing;
But, since you are the balm,
It'll likely unfold like an eternal flame.
Or, at the very least,
Like the unknown soldier
who, despite it all,
made an indelible mark on the fabric of the cosmos;
or,
As with any flower
— an alive thing,
Which when nourished by good soil,
and sunlight,
and climate,
It flourishes.
Her eyes glower at me, trying to contort into condemnation:
"How dare you take the chicken-wings away, JC!"
"We finished them."
"To the bone!?!"
"Grissel and all," I say, nudging the half-filled glass of white wine at her while trying to re-spark the spliff in my lips.
Etc., etcetera:
And, yes! for sure! I'd forsake tobacco for a solid chance at kissing her for hours on-end. What fool wouldn't.
But, her glowering at me, flush with the reckless abandon at the sports bar, so … so chere; chère … cherecherécheré … and all sorts of fancy things like that … ;-)))) @}--,-- …
+ + +
It took quite a while that night traversing less than 10-meters up the block, draping her in my sport-coat … there being Turks and goat cheese and a lots of lost time with old friends; and, not enough of her usual pauses saying, "Go wash your hands JC! … go smoke outside. FUCK YOU JC!," and all that Jazz that I'm charmed by.
It was a homecoming, after all … implied, as it were.
Like: "AHHH! that!" she says when slaking the butter knife clean of the aged, artisanal cheese with one's lips. I hadn't noticed the honey in the jar earlier …
+ + +
In some past life, we had been working our way down the caldera of Santorini on a mule … who knows who was the mule or who had been the man that time, Agamemnon having gone off for stranger things than just getting-by: a man (or woman) and her mule.
+ + +
Sometimes I draw (illustrate) what makes me smile in awe. It's usually naked figures in some sort of rapture. Sometimes the gladness comes simply in humming along to whatever the Bluetooth is casting: and, sometimes (very rarely) I find the words to communicate that ineffable delight the abides and becomes more noticable in times of quite repose … like the kind I find in having met you and the joy I'm suffused with while in your company which sustains for a few days afterwards like the tone of a gong working it's way toward quiesence.